Indecision

Read Write Poem's NaPoWriMo #3 Fear

Indecision

When the envelope comes
will it be fat or skinny?

Will it say 'Yes, we want you!'
or 'Nah, no thanks.'

This time next year where will I be?
Here still again or
in a new city in a new program
with new knowledge?

Which do I want?
Is it telling
that I don't know?

Change and status quo -
Fearing both,
I'll embrace either.